Don't forget we all were that kid back then..... this business is like getting married... everybody tells you DON'T and yet somehow...
When you love something, you love something, you just got to be realistic and put some serius thoughts before you get onboard.
When you were born to be a pilot, well you won't be happy 'till you get there... Good luck buddy and don't get discourage, listen to everybody though, there's a reason for most of the different way of thinking around this forum