After seeing how you hard you have struggled to obtain a green light for an aviation medical so long now and seeing how much you want it, I could not be happier for you Marcus. Your determination is commendable, whether you become and airline pilot or not.
Of course becoming one is no picnic and you have lots of struggles ahead. I have been doing one form or other of commercial flying for over 6 years, and I am still trying to obtain a decent gig. It's truly a challenging profession even for the best of us. You can't win without playing.
Stick with it, and darned glad you are still around ATP. Nothing like having a purpose in life. You're not a quitter, that's for sure!
Turn the heat O-F-F!