I don't really mean to be a fun buster but feel compelled to point out that you have merely gotten off one merry-go-round and gotten onto another.
You absolutely mean to be a "fun buster" but more than that you are preaching a gospel you don't know, and a religion into which you were never inducted or baptized. You fell off the merry-go-round long ago before the game ever got going.
In time you will see the same forces at work that discouraged you in the last one.
Is that really you, Satan?
It is imperative that you upgrade at Spirit.
Really? Why?
Upgrading is nice. Everyone wants to upgrade. It pays better. There are a lot of reasons one should and would like to upgrade. But imperative?
Simply because you failed to upgrade, don't hold anyone else's decisions against them. It's something about which you'll never really know, will you?
Starting over at any age blows.
Only a 14 year old would say it like that. "Blows?"
starting over can be a breath of fresh air, and moving to Spirit for the original poster isn't starting over. It's stepping up. He's to be congratulated. You wouldn't know about that, either.