No, but in all seriousness, it is interesting you erroneously considered that because one who was abused in early life in some form tends to lie a lot and create fantasies in order to feel better about themselves and help block out confronting previous abuse. I believe psychiatrists refer to that as an emotional "fight or flight" response and in many cases such as your apparent situation, "flight" is chosen and considering your history at Envoy as a pilot, isn't that ironic ?

I've often wondered why you felt is was necessary to create this façade of you being hired as a GV captain from Envoy and boasting about your $250,000 annual corporate new-hire compensation. I just assumed that since you were exposed (actually you admitted it) as someone more then happy to throw fellow Envoy pilots under the bus if it benefitted you, you needed to create a different angle in an attempt to achieve legitimacy, but now I think it may be something far more tragic.

The first step in true recovery is reaching out to professionals and confronting the past. Godspeed, my wounded child.