Wetoolow,
Only you know what direction is best for you. And it is hard, really hard at first. As pilots, it becomes part of our identities. But in reality, I learned that when one door closes another one opens. I encourage you to look for other advocations. It can speed along the healing process. Leaving aviation can feel like a divorce. Once you get past it you may even want to CFI again. PM me if you ever want to chat.
In addition look up Mike Rowes speech on hownit is not a requirement to love what you do. You can make ANY career fulfilling and happy if you have a positive attitude.
Andy