Sky it is obvious you need to be around pilots on their way up to the big league. It's a more professional mindset and I do not think you are wrong for missing their company. Isn't there a flight college near there? I know you want to remain close to home but there have to be better gigs than making sloppy approaches with ego maniacs. Maybe you could set up a flight school in your back yard and do ATPs and multi add-ons. Keep the 150 and get an Apache to go with it.