I think this could be it. I was offered a job as a union carpenter which includes good pay, annuity, health care, and pension. This is like a drug addiction though, I know that the pipe dream of reaching the gold with the airlines is a shot in the dark and if you do get there you will face a furlough and have to start all over however, I am offered p.t. work with the airline I am currently with so I wont be out of it for good. It just seems that this is the right thing to do for my family. No more sleeping out of a suitcase and eating road food. This is such a hard decision, but I know the right thing to do... Any suggestions?