Go to college and get a degree in business, maybe even an mba. This will more than likely put you in a good job, making good money. I would imagine at this point, you may be about 28. Work for a couple of years, save money. Finally, at 30, if you still want to fulfill "childhood dreams", buy your own airplane and go and "punch some holes in the sky", when you want and where you want.
At 22, you should be going in a different direction than aviation (flying anyway). As a mother, this is what I am telling my kids, so no one jump on me as "negative". I am telling you this to help you.