Geez, Airsupport is uptight. Does anybody know his CP's phone number? There is definitely potential human factors at work here. Any armchair psychologist can see he has deep-seated trauma associated with DUI, and I'm pretty sure he won't be 100% focused at work or in his personal life until he finds some outlet other than spewing word-salad (look it up) into an aviation forum.

Take a long draw from the Kool-Aid bucket, pal. Find a treadmill. Do Do some needlepoint. Or, I'm sure you're well stocked with Vaseline & Kleenex, whatever gets you through the day.

Just please, breathe into a bag for awhile before you climb into a cockpit (or behind a wheel), in the interest of safety.