In the end
This is the only life you have to live. In the end only you can decide what you value. In my case I always wanted to earn a good living so that I could support a family. No way would I have ever taken step one into this miserable career had I known what lied ahead. I value my friends, family, hobbies and financial security. We did not have APC back then. You have been briefed and know what you are getting yourselves into.
Best of Luck,
Skyhigh