I get trips during weekdays and hold all weekends off. Most of my browsing email, news, and forums is at night. I haven't disappeared, I'm still here. But Ive gotten quiet now because I'm finally in the acceptance phase. Before, it was denial, disappointment, etc. But now is the final stage, acceptance of what's happened and knowing nothing I can do can change what has happened. It still doesn't change the fact I'm applying and trying to get out, which I think many pre-merger 9E pilots are doing as well.