There will always be people upset that things aren't going as planned...rarely do things go that way. I still enjoy flying, most of the people I work with and the amazing office. The worst day flying still beats the best day digging ditches ( no offense to ditch diggers, just an example). Flying is a tight community and the commraderie is amazing. To say it is a waste of a life is a gross overstatement. Getting into aviation one needs to understand that things will change and to be ready for it. Create opportunities for yourself and do the best you can. If things get to the point where you are hating life maybe it's time to look elsewhere, as b!tching won't get anyone anywhere but creating a poor environment. Not pointing at you or anyone specific,must in general.