Self destructive, hmm. Lets think for a moment. I furthered my education, I am living my dream, i am happier now then i ever was, my family is benefiting from this, I am going to make more money then my previous job field would ever think about, and I did it all by investing well and using my profits to pay for it. Sky High i think it is you that is self destructing because your thoughts on this industry don't prove correct as often as you would hope.