Forget about flying professionally
A few words about aviation management. Airport management usually pays very well even if you are not the top person there. That is because most airports are managed by the local county government. The jobs are not too hard to get at the smaller airports. You can eventually just buy your own airplane and enjoy flying. Since you won't need a commercial certificate to fly your own airplane you will not have to invest all the money in training and then get zero return on that investment when you go to the airlines.