Depression, humiliation and disgust Sky? That's a very astute description of YOUR Aviation career I believe. Regardless of Mr. Sky's continued and relentless potty mouth regarding a career in Aviation, do what your heart tells you. However, that being said, please study all the articles regarding a Pilot career. Ask lots of questions and whatever you do, LISTEN to ALL the different opinions when it comes to making the "go" or "no go" decision. Good Luck!