I had a similar experience and decided to leave aviation altogether and it was for the better. Self employed now home every night flexible to do what ever i choose and couldn't be happier financially. It wasn't worth the stress of explaining myself for a job worth 24k a year not to mention the volatility of this career. Regional airline here today & gone tomorrow. 3 unsats and shown the door. it's a cut throat industry. You'll have to look deep in to yourself and see if this is what you want. You gotta love it if you're willing to put up with this. But if you love it you must do what u love and keep trying.