Hey brother. I've been in your shoes. Believe me when I say it gets better, but you need to take the initiative. You seem really down and almost depressed right now which is something we have all dealt with at one point or another.

Best advice I can possible give is get involved in your college/university/community. We all love aviation which is why we're here, but don't allow it to dictate your life in such an early part of your training. Join intramural (sp?) sports if you enjoy those, habitat for humanity, aviation clubs (good networking opportunities here), or even try to get a job on campus.

Bottom line is always study hard (join study groups if you can), but enjoy life outside aviation as well. The latter part has to be on you. There are plenty of opportunities out there to get involved, ya just gotta look for em. Most universities or colleges put up all kinds of fliers to join groups for various interests.

Keep your chin up brother!! This forum is always here for helpful advice. We just want to see you also enjoying your younger years and making possibly some of the best friends you'll ever have