Thanks for your input guys.
Sometimes i think i should just take a break from flying and look into something else that i would enjoy and be good at doing. For example i like economics, i think the stock market is intersting as hell but i just don't have that creative outside of the box thinking, but i never know unless i try.
But what i also don't want to happpen is regret dropping aviation as a proffession, because i am sure there is quite a lot of money to be made, but it just depends where you look, but i also realize this job is all about seniority.