Especially considering in this world where a media writes that the FO sent a text in EWR, and then later that aircraft crashed. That is fact, in regards to the Colgan crew. What do you think they'll do if they find out you were coming down sick? The media will tear you apart (which will really hurt your family, because you'd be dead), the victims, their families, the FAA and NTSB will all come down hard on you.