I walked in with zero expectations in fact I figured that I'd be furloughed by now so nothing really surprises me. The shocker is friends and family telling you how bad it is and you not heeding their advice and having to figure it out own your own. At the end of it all life could be much worse and I'm lucky to have the crew members, friends, and family I do to help me through the good and bad times others mileage may vary.