If you can't do it in real life, don't do it here. People would respect you a lot more if you didn't pull this crap. I'd bet that you've done real damage to yourself without realizing it. People know the name Shyguy, and I'd bet most know your real name as well. I do, and I didn't put any effort into finding out, just heard it in passing from someone *****ing about you in a crewroom.