Pilotpip is just sharing his experience, thats all. I've been there too when I was stuck as an fo at XJT for 5.5 years. The thought of going to work made me sick. Friends or family would ask me a simple question about aviation and I'd fly off the handle. I was disgruntled and frustrated by the lack of a career. I really wasn't happy at all and was trying to leave the industry as well. My perspective changed once I upgraded and I've been fortunate enough to leave the regionals but I definitely feel for pip and know exactly where he's coming from. Good luck man.