El, Pilot it is my opinion that every aspiring professional pilot in your position in this day and age is given the same rules to the game to play. Complaining about how its not fair doesn't help you one bit. You've been doing this for only 3 years. There are tons of pilots on this board who wish after three years of flying they were fortunate enough to be even working on their CFI. I didn't get my first full time flying gig until 7 years of flying.

Patience friend. If you can't handle CFI training, tell me how that that 135 freight gig is going to be any easier? The solutions to situations you'll face there are ones that are not found in any book and often you'll find yourself between a rock and a hard place.