I am in the exact same position as you. I enjoy my lifestyle, make descent money, but the on call is starting to get old, very old. The advantage for me is that I just exited a long term relationship, otherwise early 20's, paid for car, pretty much no debt, and can maybe take a risk. Soooooo....who wants to be my internal rec?
(Gotta love the small FBO at CHN, that man taught me everything. I swept alot of floors and blew off many tarmacs to earn those lessons for my PPL. HAHA)