You imply I'm playing a game?!? These idiots in scheduling don't give me any trips, even after calling them. Trust me, I really don't want to go back to training, especially while on probation. But the SIM doesn't scare me and the candy land instructors don't scare me either. In all honesty, I'm kinda ****ed off. I'm supposed to be competent and confident in my abilities as an FO. But when the system doesn't allow you to practice what you've been taught, what do they expect. I DON'T feel competent!! But I am not going to take responsibility for their screw ups.