I don't have anything negative to say other than a slight critique about how long my situation remained in limbo. If I was was truly negative I would not be trying to find an interim flying job that will be financially brutal for a potential second chance. The thing is, after recency is attained I'm now in play again across the board which includes the dozens of corporate contacts I made teaching over the last couple years. I'm just venting I guess. It was a pretty big shocker. But you're right - there's a lot that can be misinterpreted. I hope that's not the case. In the long run it might be best to close this chapter and open another book.