Just jerk your gherkin lots now, once you get there there won't be any reason nor desire to. Self loathing and self recrimination are powerful boner killers. Get used to sitting/sleeping next to another pilot, this is your future until you turn 65. You are going to work for a company that requires 2 grown employees to share a hotel room, at least they are paying for it and you get at least a pathetic guarantee, unlike days past. This is who you are going to work for, get used to it.