Originally Posted by eaglefly

For the sake of your family (if you have one), get some help.

Seriously. It's painful to see someone gripped by mental illness. I keep thinking of the pictures of that orange-haired kid who shot up the theatre in Colorado or the bug-eyed one who attacked the school in Sandy Hook and how if only someone intervened. My guess is you own an arsenal of firearms (a Communist behind every tree), which is equally disturbing.

Your psychiatric situation is beyond EAP, but I think they can assist you in finding someone who specializes in your degree of paranoia and delusion. It WILL likely involve some powerful meds though. The most important thing is you HAVE to keep taking them once you feel better. I can only hope someone or something intervenes to stop what seems destined to conclude what must presently be such a tragic existence.

Godspeed.