Telling my self what? That the CPA business model is designed to suppress wages and create a world where the job I do is some how different and less valuable then the people who just happened to start their careers at a time when the majors where still hiring. Understand this, I have been hired by a major and I have turned it down due to basing and family. Yet you still snub me because I fly for a regional. This is absurd. It is this insanity that has allowed OUR profession to turn into this.