You kinda get to a point where you seriously just don't giva a damn anymore and just go through the motions to just get each trip over with as expeditiously as possible. I personally have been working to just get out of aviation all together. Just not there yet. In the meantime, I still have to pay the mortgage and feed the kids. It's not a glamorous life, but I bite the bullet and drag myself off to work each day. Now please don't even think of accuse me of being willing to scab if Hell should freeze over and we walk. There are simply some things this wretched old soul will never do.