Originally Posted by
SayAlt
In your opinion. And for you, that's fine. Don't presume to believe your thoughts and feelings are or should be someone else's.
If flying is your entire life and your only source of joy, then I do feel sorry for you. There is so much more to life. Anyway, I hope you find your joy and fulfillment in this. And I hope one day you can look back and laugh about all this. Don't take life so serious, spoiler alert... none of us get out alive.