Hondata -

I don't have any intention of getting my CFI either but at the same time I'm not sour towards the rating. I'm not the best teacher in the world but believe me it would be a great backup if it was really needed. I can sympathize with you because I feel very bitter about my previous profession but I don't want to spoil it for others by expressing my bitterness aloud.

Look, just keep flying even if it's a couple hours a week. Build the time anyway you can and you'll get what you want. The main thing is to keep a positive attitude, keep your head up and press on. I wish you the best luck with your endeavours.