With all due respect to the original poster, given the adjectives that you used to describe your "dilemma", trust me...a HIMS AME would not recommend that you be medically certified and that you seek treatment. Remember, these guys are trained behavioral and speech analyst. They can see past "our" BS...as you stated. Oh, yes, and btw, I did say "our".

Don't get me wrong, I hope that you retain or regain your medical and enjoy a long career. By no means, do I wish you any bad luck, however....a little humility goes a long way. JMO.


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