Yeah, exactly. Things are going a little too well at a company you don't work for and you can't handle it. Admitting you have a problem is the first step towards recovery. Congratulations.

Why don't you worry more about Air Wisconsin getting iPads or a contract, whatever the hell is going on over there. I know it must be tough realizing that working for a non-wholly owned is only going to get you as far as an LCC...if you're lucky. That's the REAL reality you need to worry about. Not the fantasy you have in your head that sees other airlines fail so that maybe, just maybe yours succeeds.