Thanks guys, truly appreciated!

I have all the times etc to apply but like before, I am swayed by those schedules. The flying looks like fun and the equipment is of course my childhood dream. QOL is a valuable lesson that I learned over time and I don't think I would be happy in the long run with schedules like those...

Its one of those things where I know that I probably shouldn't, yet there is that nagging little voice that keeps saying "Maybe???"

Thanks again!