Czech,

How about enjoy your time at the "top of your game" at your regional. I'm sure you are making a good living with a decent schedule. You may think you are better than most until you are a common FO and just a number at mainline. I'm a Harvard if the Skies grad too, summa cum laude blah blah there are many of us. It's not the goal, it's the journey...slow down and take it in.