There is that narcissism again. If it gets you all excited inside to think you are that important, that's OK. Whatever keeps you from harming other people.

But you know, you're right. You are in my head. I am very concerned that a man in his 50's would spend so much time on an internet forum basing a company that he doesn't work for, a company he claims to moved on from. Someone who lets a corporation have such a deep impact on his emotions scares me. So you are in my head. Just as Timothy McVeigh, Syed Farook, Tamerlan Tsarnaev, and Ted Kaczynski are in my head. When someone demonstrates dangerous psychotic disorder, it concerns me. You're obsession with envoy and your underlying motivators concerns me. I'm sorry, that doesn't make you special though.