You already know you're nuts. What you're looking for is reassurance that you'd be crazy to get back into the rat race of job fairs, logbook printing, interview preps, 2 day interviews, union dues, management shenanigans, 5 legs a day, pilots stepping on each other to get the job over you, etc. Yup. You already know you're nuts, but if you need me to remind you every so often, I'm your huckleberry. Don't be insane.