Dude, you sound like a nice guy, and a honest one, but I was chewed out pretty bad in my first 4 sims. This was the instructor's technique and it made my partner and me school the PC. When the instructor is yelling at you he is just frustrated with himself that you aren't succeeding, not that you suck. People who don't struggle early will fail terribly at the end. Next time stick it out, you'll be a better pilot for it.