No , it was the right decision at the time , 17 days away was a huge chunk of time , 2 weeks off straight was lovely,but couldn't erase the strain of the 17 days , my daughter would cry when I left on tour , if they ever went 12 on 12 off we could talk , 10/10 would be ideal , but our family life has improved immeasurably since my return , and now we are 4 ,with my sons arrival : ) I loved the flying ,people , mission, and the jet at Connie ,i wish it fit my familia better .