Wow, Im sorry to hear that man. At XJ, they told us point blank we would not be terminated for busting a PC, especially not the first one and only once. I mean, if it becomes a routine problem, thats another story. But by the time you're ready for a PC they have already invested significant time and money in us, so they want to see us get through. Good luck to you, though. I would say given your experience level, you certainly have a lot offer this industry. Just be a little more lazy the next time around and use your other crewmember. I had problems with callouts in the beginning of my training too. Everything was happening so fast and I got tunnel vision trying to make sense of it all. But soon, it just began to click. Once again...good luck!