This is a bit personal so I appologize.

I know this has probably been covered here before but I am currently hanging on by a string here at training and would like to know. If the worst were to happen and I was sent home, would other company's see that I have washed out? Will it show up on the Pria check even though I havn't been officially hired here yet?

The thing is I got really sick during training. I asked if I could go home and see a doctor. I was told that my health should come first but that if I did decide to that I would be resigning and would have to reapply in a year if I wanted to come back. They also told me that if I did leave that it would show on my record that I didn't finish/washed out and that it could jepordize any furture aviation related jobs.

I decided to stay and push through and have managed to pass everything until recently. I just now busted my 2nd stage check and have a meeting with the head of training. I am so worried and don't know what to do at this point.