Just temper your expectations if what your really want to do is fly. If you were like the young people who started training a few years ago that thought that within a decade they would be flying widebodies over the pond and spending a couple day layover romanticizing Paris, just like them you will be in for a big unpleasant surprise. Now you may have to spend a few years flying rubber dog **** on a single engine freighter before a Regional airline will even look at you.