So, I don’t want to get the vaccine. I’m not some nut job, I just don’t like how it’s being pushed so hard and now being forced so hard by so many executive orders, how any deaths tied to it are being squashed and ignored, and the fact that even if I get it now, they’ll just move the goal posts and require bi-monthly boosters or whatever. It won’t stop here. I’ve been hoping to put off getting it until someone with actual power stood up to the mandates and maybe something got rolled back. But if they’re doing anything, it’s taking too long. And Biden is declaring things left and right. I’ve known for a while (I say that, but it’s really only been a handful of weeks, sh*t’s changing at such an accelerated rate) that I wouldn’t be able to advance my career without the vaccine or things dying down, whatever that looks like, but now I’m going to have to either sacrifice my morals (at the very least, my wife is convinced I’ll be one of the ones who drop dead 2 days later) or my career. This is the only real thing I’ve done so far in my 30ish years, I recently bought a house, and have our first baby on the way. If I quit in December, I’ll have a hell of a time finding something will pay anything close to this with my bachelors degree in “airplane flying”. I’m frankly, f*cking terrified of what’s ahead for me. Just giving in and getting the shot would make my life much easier, at least until they require constant boosters and God knows what else, but if I do, I will seriously hate myself for being complicit in this. But what am I supposed to do with a family to provide for and no better way to make money? I feel like I have no choice, which is exactly how they get what they want. I’m in an abusive relationship with the federal government, and I’m about to give in, and no one cares about me.