I'm sorry to hear that. I've had a number of humbling experiences in my life and none of them were pleasant. The first thing that comes to mind was the time I got a C- GPA in high school. I was humbled and then got humbled again by my mother and then again by my father. Very humbling. So I sincerely hope you can learn from this experience and pull out of this rut, maybe even get hired on with Delta soon. Chin up, Bro. It will pass.