Haha you sound like me two years ago. 20 at Mesa wondering what the hell I did with my life. I moved on to Chautauqua and things are better... not perfect... but night and day compared to Mesa. I'm finishing up my degree online at Embry Riddle. Its an ok program if you are already at the airlines, they will even give you credit for your ratings. http://www.erau.edu/ec/alldegrees.html I'm sure there are tons of guys that will say get a degree outside of aviation, which you might want to consider. This is just one option.

If I had to do it all over again I probably would have still came to the airlines when I did, I just wouldn't have went to Mesa. PM me if you have anymore questions.