You actually want to be a pilot?
Go to college, get a degree and make something of yourself. I love flying and wouldn't give it up unless it gave me up, but the stress of not knowing if your airline will be around next year let alone next week is killer. Although the flight academies are a fast track, they rape you every day of your money and you feel all dirty when they don't even give you a kiss first. Well, that's the way DCA was. If I could do it over I would not have gone to DCA or any academy.