Did time in both of those worlds. Can’t say what’s fat & skinny the present iteration of Ajt. But I can relate the non-skedder lifestyle as not for everyone. Some guys go that road and manage to find a way back. Some don’t. Do it long enough, it will change you. Whatever’s ahead, do it for a reason you can live with. Happy landings
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