When I am not at work I barely am even aware of the existence of aviation. Beer, cycling, hanging out with friends, etc.

This is extreme how I can shut my mind off of flying and sometimes even 4 or 5 days off and I feel good to be back around the plane (kind of...), but seriously am out of the loop with flying, procedures, etc.

This is what I do for a living, but it is not my life.

Speaking of which, why am I even here on this forum?