Me too. But I have absolutely no idea what else to do. Besides, I am actually starting to like it. I left my job in Europe 4.5 years ago and have had a hard time readjusting to US life after 15 years overseas. But the move to the left seat was just what the doctor ordered. No power trip, but it has been a breath of fresh air after 6 years of right seat RJ flying. Even with the low seniority captain spot I have now, I am enjoying the new challenges. Plus, for the first time in my flying life I am not scraping the bottom of the barrel $$$-wise. There is actually money left over to save each month for retirement. I kinda like that.

We'll see what happens, but lately I have had a better outlook than I did the previous couple years.